Jax Taylor Reflects on Relationships and Personal Struggles
Admission to Past Misconduct
Reality television star Jax Taylor has been open about his tumultuous past, notably regarding his relationship with estranged wife Brittany Cartwright and previous romantic partners. Taylor candidly stated, “I’m probably going to get a lot of flack on this, but personally, I don’t think the con artist can change,” shedding light on his views about personal growth and change.
During a recent episode titled “Whether Leopards Can Change Their Spots,” he revisited his history of infidelity, which played a significant role in his relationships. Taylor confessed to cheating while dating Cartwright, saying, “I was in a relationship with someone else while I was with Brittany, but we weren’t married.”
Self-Perception and Accountability
Jax Taylor has characterized himself as “a walking red flag,” describing reflective traits such as narcissism and self-sabotage. He acknowledged the consequences of his actions, stating, “Everything I’ve done in the last 14 years, no one has done me. Nothing has done me. Everything that happened, I created it.”
Moreover, he expressed clarity about his past behaviors, explaining, “I definitely haven’t played the victim.” This candid self-assessment highlights his quest for accountability amid personal struggles.
Substance Abuse Revelations
In conjunction with relationship issues, Jax Taylor also discussed his history of substance abuse. He admitted that his addiction to cocaine and alcohol impacted his marriage and contributed to Cartwright’s decision to file for divorce after four years. Taylor contributed this to his struggles, recognizing, “I’m just a man who sat Brittany down and said, ‘Listen, this marriage just won’t work out anymore.’”
This moment of reckoning has become a pivotal aspect of his journey, emphasizing the need for treatment and personal reflection.
Impact of Divorce
Diving deeper into his emotional state, Taylor remarked about the pain of his impending divorce, equating it to, “losing my dad,” and expressing that it has been “killing” him. He highlighted the challenges of navigating fatherhood amidst the separation, especially concerning his three-year-old son, Cruz.
“Losing my dad was the worst thing in my life… but this divorce is just killing me,” he confessed, showing a profound sense of loss and reflection on what his family dynamics have become.
Looking Forward
Despite the tumultuous past, Jax Taylor has expressed a desire to move forward positively. He emphasized his commitment to being a good father and hopes for Cruz to lead a life vastly different from his own, stating he wishes for his son to be “the polar opposite of my own.”
As Taylor continues his journey of self-discovery and recovery from his past behaviors, he aims to redefine himself and prioritize his family’s happiness while acknowledging the work he must do to achieve it.