Pop star JoJo Siwa delivered an emotionally charged performance at London’s Colours Hoxton, where she candidly shared her struggles with exhaustion and the pressures of maintaining a perpetually upbeat public image. The 22-year-old artist, known for her vibrant persona and high-energy performances, broke down in tears during her set, offering fans a rare glimpse into the toll her demanding career has taken on her mental and emotional well-being.
During the concert, Siwa paused to address the audience, revealing that she has been “faking” her cheerful demeanor for some time. “Since I was nine, I’ve gone through phases where I’ve been one of the most hated people in the world,” she confessed, reflecting on the challenges of growing up in the public eye. “I’m not asking for sympathy, it’s OK, but I’ve been hanging onto things that are out of my control. It was really bad when I was 14.”
Siwa’s vulnerability resonated deeply with her fans, many of whom have followed her journey from her early days on “Dance Moms” to her current status as a global pop icon. She emphasized the importance of acknowledging mental health struggles, stating, “I just want you to know inside my heart is smiling.”
The emotional moment also coincided with Siwa’s apparent confirmation of her relationship with fellow “Celebrity Big Brother” alum Chris Hughes. During her performance, she altered the lyrics of Kim Carnes’ “Bette Davis Eyes” to “Chris Hughes’ Eyes,” a gesture that drew cheers from the audience. Although Hughes was not present at the show, Siwa held up an orange beanie he had given her, symbolizing his support and presence in her life.
The pair’s relationship has been the subject of public speculation since their time together on “Celebrity Big Brother.” Following the show, they have been seen together frequently, including sharing affectionate moments during trips to Mexico and Florida. Despite their close bond, both Siwa and Hughes have remained coy about the exact nature of their relationship, with Siwa describing Hughes as “one of my favorite people in the entire world” during a recent interview.
Siwa’s recent performances and public appearances highlight the complex interplay between her personal and professional life. While she continues to captivate audiences with her energetic performances, her candid revelations about exhaustion and emotional strain underscore the challenges faced by entertainers in the spotlight.
In a recent Instagram Q&A, Siwa addressed questions about her energy levels, admitting that she often has to “fake it” when feeling empty. She also mentioned plans to take a short break in early June to rest and recharge.
Siwa’s openness about her mental health struggles serves as a reminder of the importance of self-care and authenticity, even for those in the public eye. Her willingness to share her experiences may inspire others to acknowledge and address their own challenges, fostering a greater understanding of the pressures faced by performers and public figures alike.